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I Nearly Died To Look Like Barbie | HOOKED ON THE LOOK

November 10, 2019

AMANDA AHOLA: After the nose job I only had
one surgery and that was the one where I nearly died. So, that sort of changed everything. AMANDA AHOLA: My first surgery was my boob
job. The first boob job was 460 cc’s, which was quite large to an 18-year-old girl. Then my second surgery; that was 750 cc’s. And then I had my nose job. AMANDA AHOLA: I am Amanda Ahola and I am 21
years old. I live in Finland. My number one ambition is looking plastic, as plastic as
I can. AMANDA AHOLA: I mean, Barbie is really close
to perfection and I want to get as close to perfection as I can. So in a way you could
say I would like to look like Barbie, yeah. The blonde hair, big lips, big boobs, you
know. I think it’s something that when people see me they do, like, notice the fakeness,
sort of, like, that I am not natural, very unnatural. AMANDA AHOLA: But I think that I always had
like this idea that when I grow up I am going to look a certain way. At 16, I started, like,
making plans how it is going to go down. I had this vision about myself and I didn’t
look like it so, I just started changing things. AMANDA AHOLA: Well, my family is really a
normal Finnish family. They were brought up pretty humbly with not a lot of money and
not a lot of anything, like, looks or stuff like that has never been a concern to them. AMANDA AHOLA: My first boob job was €7000,
second one was €4000, my nose job was €4000 and my latest boob job was €6000. AMANDA AHOLA: I started saving up money for
my surgeries when I was 16 and I have been saving money every since and working, working
a lot. At the moment I started working as a Webcam Girl. My boyfriend does not like
me working as a webcam model but he accepts it. INTERVIEWER: How does your boyfriend feel
about your sugar daddy? AMANDA AHOLA: He doesn’t like him. AMANDA AHOLA: I found my sugar daddy on Instagram
and he was like, asking if there is anything that I would like and I said that I would
like bigger boobs. Obviously if someone, like, wants to pay my bills or surgeries and is content to not having a physical relationship with me, that is fine. AMANDA AHOLA: My latest surgery, I nearly died.
I don’t really remember. I have like little flashbacks of going to the surgery room and
then I remember waking up to really, like weird dream that I was in like a hospital
bed and then I see my mom and my boyfriend walk next to my, like, hospital bed and I
am just thinking what in the world…? Because my mom did not know that I was having a surgery.
They start crying and I start crying and then my mom is like, yeah, like, something happened
after the surgery and you are now in a hospital. And they asked me like, ‘Do you remember
us?’ And I was like, ‘Yes, of course I remember you.’ And they were like, ‘Well,
you didn’t yesterday.’ I was in a hospital for a week. AMANDA AHOLA: I had quite a lot of swelling
in my brain. I haven’t gotten any like, answers to what happened to me. I was really
grateful that I was alive. I was really happy about that. I didn’t regret what happened because I made a choice and that was the consequence. But I was really devastated because I knew
that this was to be, this was going to be the end of me having surgery. AMANDA AHOLA: Before my last surgery I was
already planning on having a Brazilian butt lift after that. I stopped for a minute and
I was thinking that I will never do anything like that ever again. But obviously I’ve
sort of changed my mind and I do want to have more surgery if I can. I don’t want to be
put under anaesthesia but I would consider using, like, local anaesthesia. AMANDA AHOLA: Am I addicted to surgeries?
Well, yeah, like, maybe in a way. Now, I just know that I have to do all the things that
I want to do because, you know, life could end at any second.


  • Reply Catta Bonata September 19, 2019 at 2:12 pm

    poor girl, she needs a psychologist not a surgeon

  • Reply manekiiiNeko September 19, 2019 at 4:05 pm

    She looked so much better before

  • Reply Rajesh Malvawala September 20, 2019 at 2:36 pm

    I see second time

  • Reply Mia Sahin September 20, 2019 at 3:14 pm

    I like my small boobs 😅

  • Reply Ginny the doc Dlamini September 20, 2019 at 4:24 pm

    These people who are addicted to these speak in a funny way

  • Reply JN Channel September 21, 2019 at 12:38 am

    She's so beautiful in her natural look

  • Reply GLMR KILZ September 21, 2019 at 11:37 am

    Barbie doesn’t have big lips or big boobs… but you know what does? Blowup dolls… if you wanna be like Barbie then go after the success… Barbie has so many professions, doctor Barbie, flight attendant, lawyer, ect.

  • Reply baeheemi배 히 미 September 21, 2019 at 2:13 pm

    It's weird that my name is Barbie…and everyone else is mentioning it…

  • Reply Potato • 39 years ago September 21, 2019 at 2:25 pm

    0:16 lmao thats my home town

  • Reply TheGreatCatsby September 21, 2019 at 4:56 pm

    I feel sorry for her parents. She didn't once say anything about how she hurt/worried her parents after the failed surgery and how she regrets it. Like, come on. She needs a therapist and not more surgeries.

  • Reply ceee monaee September 21, 2019 at 8:47 pm

    poor girl she just doesn't know how distasteful this really looks any Man that gives you money to further exploit yourself is a sad man who doesn't care about you honestly

  • Reply Mara Fae September 22, 2019 at 10:49 pm

    not even barbies proportions are that extreme

  • Reply Dark.Gothic. Angel September 23, 2019 at 1:07 am

    Barbie doesn’t have breasts that big

  • Reply OMA Xεraph September 23, 2019 at 7:31 pm

    Poor girls, blinded by beauty 🥺

  • Reply wiltaed September 23, 2019 at 8:13 pm

    I think she looked way more beautiful beforehand but that’s just my opinion, As long as she isn’t hurting anyone she can do whatever she wants to do. I plan on getting surgery too tbh

  • Reply strayhoney September 24, 2019 at 8:44 am

    you know guys are actually not attracted to big boobs? it is really unattractive 🙂

  • Reply Miss Rosy September 24, 2019 at 11:44 am

    I like how they say they want to be perfect but the boobs are always so bad.. no stop

  • Reply CLAUDIA ESPINO SANCHEZ September 24, 2019 at 12:31 pm

    I wish she loved the way she looked and stop getring surgeries:(

  • Reply Nella a.k.a Taetae`s bae September 25, 2019 at 4:51 pm

    Hard to believe that we´re born in the same country

  • Reply wanda j September 25, 2019 at 5:10 pm

    TBH she actually don't look bad

  • Reply El Cat September 26, 2019 at 3:57 am

    The look on the face of the boyfriend just makes me sad 😂

  • Reply PrincessKLS September 26, 2019 at 5:56 am

    She actually found someone on Instagram?

  • Reply Gay Pop September 26, 2019 at 11:30 pm

    how about no

  • Reply Purplesloth September 27, 2019 at 12:15 am

    What kind of barbie she played with 🤔

  • Reply Horny Cat September 27, 2019 at 4:58 pm


  • Reply The Guy Who Cares September 27, 2019 at 5:52 pm

    These ugly plastic dolls make me wanna puke, why the hell do they think they're attractive

  • Reply jason aruta September 28, 2019 at 7:57 pm

    You are not perfect, thats too much to be perfect!

  • Reply Hoshi Hamji September 29, 2019 at 9:09 am

    Why do these "I wanna be Barbie" people always got their boobs bigger than their head?? Who is gonna tell ,'em that Barbie doesn't have big boobs like this ?

  • Reply The Black 9 September 29, 2019 at 7:04 pm

    Looks 40

  • Reply Aparna Nag September 30, 2019 at 7:47 pm

    If I'll get that much money I'll open a ngo and feed poor children and give them a good education. .god made me like this and I'm happy with it..

  • Reply Jacob Singer October 1, 2019 at 12:26 am

    I always felt these ppl were nuts for the things they do to themselves but now I applaud them for at least commiting to something. Unlike myself…

  • Reply Ryon Ish October 1, 2019 at 6:48 am

    Ok she is pretty but she need more tan! + her face need little liposuction (for the cheek) her poops very large what that makes her really away from being a barbie doll! Do what you want to do but don’t make things to be over look!! Like ur poops and don’t touch your butt cause you are now addicted to plastic surgery not to look like a barbie

  • Reply Wäiski's October 1, 2019 at 4:29 pm

    Suomi mainittu
    Torilla tavataan

  • Reply Jilly bean October 2, 2019 at 12:40 am

    She's always looked weird, even more so now.

  • Reply Janice Ledsham October 2, 2019 at 7:50 am

    She’s not very attractive

  • Reply Cass Dearlove October 2, 2019 at 11:22 am

    Ewww look at how over stretched her boob skin is 🤮 u should just love ur body the way it is naturally!

  • Reply Joanna Marie Segura October 2, 2019 at 12:37 pm

    Poor Barbie, always an excuse for insecurities or obsession.

  • Reply Kelsey Jenna October 4, 2019 at 12:00 am

    Y'all grew up playing with some dollar store "Barbies"

  • Reply King Yuna October 4, 2019 at 5:17 am


  • Reply Goshka Brainard October 4, 2019 at 2:55 pm

    Her lips are deformed and her face resemble NONE of Barbie I would advice her boyfriend to leave that manekin…After all she will become useless and sick for the rest of her life

  • Reply Goshka Brainard October 4, 2019 at 3:03 pm

    Welcome to Hell…said Lucyfer

  • Reply Lotta Koivula October 4, 2019 at 7:08 pm

    It's funny to watch this as a Finnish person when you can understand everything they say without the text. I feel at home watching this video.

  • Reply Lotta Koivula October 4, 2019 at 7:13 pm

    Those shots from the city are not even from Jyväskylä, they are from Pori!

  • Reply Haruru Artist October 5, 2019 at 4:33 am

    How come she's the only one in her fam who can speak English

  • Reply KG Ketowa October 5, 2019 at 7:51 pm

    who came up with the idea of Barbie doll? now look where you've taken all these people to..

  • Reply Maaariyaamm Zaheer October 5, 2019 at 10:36 pm


  • Reply African Girl October 6, 2019 at 10:09 am

    😂🤣 barbie is not real people. 2 all the grown men n women trying to emulate fake looking dolls!

  • Reply Victoria Stroud October 6, 2019 at 7:59 pm

    Someone needs to tell her that her bra doesn't fit. She's spilling out 🙄

  • Reply Victoria Stroud October 6, 2019 at 8:04 pm

    If I ever posted pictures like that on the internet or had a sugar daddy my fiance would break up with me. That's awful!

  • Reply Witchy Vi October 6, 2019 at 9:12 pm

    Why does everyone who wants to look like barbie gets boobs that big? Double D would be enough! 🤷🏻‍♀️

  • Reply F S October 6, 2019 at 9:18 pm

    I thought this was that girl trinity or something from TikTok

  • Reply Nicole * October 7, 2019 at 2:15 pm

    For people that want to look like Barbie, her lips are not big. She has thin lips. BARBIE DOES NOT HAVE puffy LIPS. 👄 idk what Barbie you be playing with. Boobs too, aren’t that big either.

  • Reply just random people October 7, 2019 at 4:11 pm

    what kind of ambition is that? 😂

  • Reply ComicalDeath ! October 7, 2019 at 11:17 pm

    But barbie doesnt have big lips or big boobs…

  • Reply Lootlove melucy October 8, 2019 at 10:04 am

    She's just 21!! Nd she's already plastic
    Bright side though it can be recycled 😂😂questions is how?

  • Reply bxllie // October 8, 2019 at 6:23 pm

    she doesn’t look like barbie.. she just looks like tana mongeau lmaooo

  • Reply Trust Me For real October 10, 2019 at 3:40 pm

    Her boob is like the only one that look extreme to be honest..

  • Reply Your Local Weirdo October 11, 2019 at 6:24 pm


    When did barbie had boobs??????????
    She is flater than paper

  • Reply Skittle Factory October 13, 2019 at 3:03 am

    I badly just want to re-part her hair 😖 it's parted straight down the middle but then the bangs are on the side

  • Reply Heather duke October 13, 2019 at 8:05 pm

    1:36 she looked way better

  • Reply Jody Slater October 14, 2019 at 10:12 pm

    Get her some help!! Quick!!

  • Reply Sip da RM's Tea October 16, 2019 at 10:47 pm

    N I thought in my country doesn't have any crazy plastic surgery addicts -_-

  • Reply Klaus Warncke October 17, 2019 at 2:40 pm

    Just look at barbie Now

  • Reply juliet juliet October 17, 2019 at 7:01 pm

    She looks stupid

  • Reply Princess Sarah Jo Ponzio ‘s life 1992 October 21, 2019 at 9:42 pm

    Having big boobs is not comparable

  • Reply Sarah McCrea October 22, 2019 at 9:17 am

    with those boobs how does she not get top heavy and fall over?

  • Reply Diastprio Web October 24, 2019 at 11:57 am

    I think she was adorable with her natural beauty ❤️

  • Reply Vaino Viljanen October 24, 2019 at 8:56 pm

    Vittu kello on kolme sit löydän täält jonku suomalaisen vitun muovi rotan tää on yks niistä hetkistä ku hävettää olla suomalainen

  • Reply Brooks Equine October 25, 2019 at 8:02 am

    Oh Please .
    Stop this insanity .

  • Reply bear bitch October 26, 2019 at 3:01 am

    Barbie isnt as pretty as you, she doesnt come with a big bum you should be a lol omg

  • Reply Where is Waldo October 26, 2019 at 9:30 am

    The boyfriend needs to just move on because he is clearly not happy and he won’t be.

  • Reply nikki k October 27, 2019 at 9:42 am

    Barbie isn't that fat

  • Reply Bêllā Duçhess October 29, 2019 at 7:53 pm

    Honestly I don't think she's very happy with herself if she literally almost died trying to look perfect. And even after surviving that she's just like so matter of fact about all of it and still wants to risk her like yet again for a BBL she's obviously delusional and isn't thinking about the long term effects to her body. It's clear her self esteem is shot to hell and back because she is risking her life for perfection. It makes sad and a little sickened at the fact that there are young girls still struggling with how they look because they're not used to hearing how wonderful and beautiful they are from their parents.

  • Reply Jake S October 30, 2019 at 9:22 pm

    She looked good at 16 tbh

  • Reply EndGame October 31, 2019 at 10:13 pm

    Barbie has no boobs 😂😂

  • Reply Abstract Torrent October 31, 2019 at 10:50 pm

    jesus is lord, he will save you

  • Reply Edie November 1, 2019 at 4:52 am

    Every man I have ever talked to prefers natural breasts. Do women know this? Sometimes I think women get some of these surgeries to compete with other women. Especially the implants and butt plants.

  • Reply Patricia BF November 1, 2019 at 11:22 am

    Those people that claim to look like Barbie… did they ever saw one? I mean, I used to play with barbies when I was a kid but my dolls didn’t look like a blond Pechuguella.

  • Reply deekat3279 November 3, 2019 at 11:54 pm

    "If Barbie were an actual women, she would be 5'9” tall, have a 39” bust [40FF in American bra size], an 18” waist, 33” hips and a size 3 shoe! Barbie calls this a “full figure” and likes her weight at 110 lbs. At 5'9” tall and weighing 110 lbs, Barbie would have a BMI of 16.24 and fit the weight criteria for anorexia."
    (Chapman University)

  • Reply deekat3279 November 3, 2019 at 11:59 pm

    The closed captioning covers the translation of her parents speaking. I doubt the mom said, "more cocaine" 🙄😂

  • Reply Kim Jolly November 4, 2019 at 9:42 am

    Her boobs looks like its gonna pop!

  • Reply Dominike Dominike November 5, 2019 at 12:17 am

    The boob on the right looks infected

  • Reply Faye Furney November 5, 2019 at 9:53 am

    Girl, no one is perfect in this world.

  • Reply Nicole Herrera November 6, 2019 at 2:07 am

    I think she looked better before now she just looks idk now she talks weird

  • Reply bahama mama55 November 6, 2019 at 4:18 am

    Just horrible

  • Reply sindija grinevicka November 6, 2019 at 9:28 am

    I think babries ruined those stupid people minds.. way more. . Theres so much plastic in the world. .

  • Reply Eva Rodriguez November 6, 2019 at 12:35 pm

    Those boobs look painful 😣

  • Reply Mary Dinkha November 7, 2019 at 12:58 am

    Since when were Barbie's boobs gigantic and deformed?

  • Reply Latressa Craig November 7, 2019 at 3:17 am

    Last time I checked Barbie didn’t have big boobs

  • Reply Bellatrissa November 7, 2019 at 8:00 pm

    How is it that none of these Barbie wanna be ladies realize that Barbie never had giant breasts? They all do that surgery and none of them looks like Barbie.

  • Reply Leticia G November 7, 2019 at 9:36 pm

    Any victorian secret's angel look like a barbie, thats the barbie body type, not this girl lol

  • Reply Laila Stromas November 8, 2019 at 3:16 am

    She is honestly really pretty her boobs r just extra

  • Reply haleigh jones November 8, 2019 at 3:25 am

    barbie doesn’t have boobs like that 🤮

  • Reply Britt Waller November 8, 2019 at 8:37 am

    Omg her breasts look painful. They looks so bad. like she's not a bad looking girl but omg your boobs! ALSO I don't know why women say they wanna look like barbie and get huge boobs and huge lips…..what barbie looks like that?!

  • Reply killerloop66 November 9, 2019 at 12:57 am

    Well, Now she' s a pornstar

  • Reply Light Nirvana November 9, 2019 at 12:39 pm

    Cheap-looking woman. Barbie doesnt look like you! Barbie has traditional european woman-looking which are thin lips, small boobs, deep set eyes and button nose something like those old time actresses like Grace Kelly, Jayne Seymour, Crytsal Gayle, Elizabeth Montegomery when they were young.

  • Reply Marianne Gustavsson November 9, 2019 at 2:47 pm

    Guys don't be mean even if she doesn't look like a barbie

  • Reply Pine Trees November 9, 2019 at 4:50 pm

    Can’t tell if the boyfriend looks miserable or resentful…

  • Reply MuddyMutts ! November 10, 2019 at 12:00 am

    Let that boy go be happy with someone else he is miserable!

  • Reply Alison Gacha ! November 10, 2019 at 4:23 am

    My brand tho

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